Monday, September 24, 2012

End Of The Year Events.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Nihao~! It's already near the end of the year and Miki feels like it's going be pretty eventful too o(^-^)o At least something to look forward to, every now and then, between all the school stuff \(>3<) So first off tennis, the fall season is only a month, so near the middle of October it will be over (TT___TT) Augh~ I'm going to miss my tennis buddies Dx Anyways right after this sport, Miki will be off to Las Vegas \(*O*)/ woot~! Sadly the only time my family could find off from work, is near the end of October where there is no break, so I will be missing three school days (>_<) This usagi does not want to think about the work she's going to have to make up for those days (x_x) Oh dear save meh~ Then soon it will be Halloween and guess what Miki will be going as this year xD I'll keep it a surprise for now, but you two might've already guessed it x3 Actually in between all this, I have an English research paper to do and the topic is on the 2012 Election (=___=") I can really care less or be interested at all on this topic :/ Now that I think about it, I'll have to hurry and finish it early, because the date when it's due is when I'm off on vacation... Nuuuuuu~ (TT___TT)
Now for the next month, I thank life for giving us the first week of November off so that I can fully enjoy Big Bang's concert woot (^O^)! Life is finally complete Huhu~ \(>v<)/ Although honestly the moment it turned 10:00am last Saturday, it was the start of a life or death battle against all the Big Bang fangirls on the Eastern Coast (Q_Q) It's hell scary and nerve wrecking, which Mika knows what I'm talking about :')  But in the end we made it and got some pretty decent seats, so thank you everyone <3 Following Big Bang's concert is Miku and Mika's Birthday :D Time to gift wrap a BIG present for you two~ Actually before your birthdays or Big Bang's Concert, it is my mom and aunt's birthday, so more shopping to do \(>3<) I'm not kidding, I'm going to be broke by the end of the year, especially with Christmas shopping around the corner too (@_@) Aside from Thanksgiving, that's about it, but Mika can we go Christmas shopping together this year by any chance? And Miku, why must you live so far Dx Still Christmas is a special time of the year and during High School I began to care more about the presents I give to my family, as compared to Middle School when I even gave small gifts to friends who were not that close to me, which was probably a waste of money now that I think about it...oh well :P Waaah~ Miki can't wait for all of this, even though there's still months to go, not to mention a bunch of work, then again I must plan ahead of time just to keep everything organized! And Mika can we plan a day to wrap presents and stuff together? Oh~ Miki is so excited* Heheh x3

Ah and just as an update of my current life, the tennis match today was canceled because of a schedule mix-up with the other team and we went all the way to Edison just to be sent back home (=___=") And as of now I am actually learning something in school, which is Physics :3 Taking careful and neat notes just incase, I mean they should help when I take pre-calc. over the summer right? :) And I know some of my friends will need it next year, since there are already people who need my Chemistry notes from last year... Truly feeling sympathy for those who have my Chemistry teacher now...my only words to them is "good luck, I hope you survive this year with at least a decent grade" :') Miki passed that class last year with mainly A minuses, but it was through actual work and struggle...haven't done that in a while xP Also, at the moment, Miki is watching the Kdrama "To The Beautiful You" which has Minho from Shinee and Sulli from F(x)...anyone else watching it? Exo-M still didn't appear in the drama even though they were in the promotion poster :'( sniffle* But as I wait for new episodes to comes out, I'm re-watching Dream High, well it's more like it's playing in the background while i do my homework xD Finally, it's time for me to finish my homework for today so bye bye~! (>0<)/ Hope I didn't bore you two to death with this long post xP

"To The Beautiful You"
(This was before we got our uniforms...)
Our JV Tennis team became a study group
as we waited for the bus that never came one day (-___-")


Wednesday, September 19, 2012

◇ ─── slowly, but surely ──── ◇

Hai-hai, my wonderful comrades~!! It has been quite some time since I last posted on our blog! But I have not abandoned the blog, nosirree~!! I've been religiously checking it everyday to see if you guys have written anything of updated something ^O^ Anyways, since school has started, I've super duper busy! Especially with all the quizzes and tests and projects on top of all the homework! Sometimes I think I won't be able to handle all of this, but in the end I usually get through it somehow. Actually, I sometimes skip SAT practice on most days because I can't find the time for it. Which is BAD, very BAD. By not studying for that extra time, I might be losing points when I could be gaining points. Its really hard to get back on track once you've fallen off of it. Le sigh~ It's tiring, but I'm working hard. I've been writing notes diligently and getting everything done ahead of time so I can rest easy and not rush. No procrastination for Mika this year!!!~ OH! I recently learned that I am eligible for National Honor Society, and since I have all the requirements, I decided to go for it! All I need to do is get teacher recommendations, which shouldn't be too hard. Most of my teacher like me...or so I think. Anyways, I feel like although this year is going to have its ups and downs, and I will definitely get tired and frustrated and maybe depressed, but I feel like this year is going to a good year :3 I'm striving to work hard to achieve all of my goals for the future. And I think today was a milestone in my journey towards greatness. I almost nearly cried actually. I finally broke 2100 on my SAT~!!!! I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but to me it is. Especially since I haven't been able to break 2100 for a couple weeks now. And finally, I got a score of 2170!! You don't even know how ecstatic I am!! *^O^* It made me finally realize, after all that time doubting myself, "I can do it. My work is finally paying off. All those dreadful hours studying, all those hours crying about how I feel so pressured and I can't do it, and I'm only human, all of that was needless. If I put my mind to it, I can do whatever I want." It was quite the epic feeling!~ eheh~! I know I sound really cheesy and sappy, but this is exactly how I felt. And thank you to you guys, Miki and Miku, for supporting me and telling me I can do this, and getting me back on track when I was distracted by beautiful, beautiful....beautiful kpop stars and korean dramas. Ahahaha~!! Anyways, I wanted to say, I will do my best to keep moving forward this year and be the best I can!~ I also wanted to inspire and motivate you guys as well! I wanted to cheer you guys on in whatever your future endeavors may be and offer you my unconditional love and help along the way (o u o)
"Nothing is impossible; even the word says "I'm possible~"

Sunday, September 9, 2012

~*~A New Location For Miku ; n ;~*~

Hello mai dear friends
I wanted to let you guys know that I won't be active much anymore (like I was before, sorry ; n ;)
But now it's.... it's because of a bad reason
A reason that led me, my mom, Barbara and my two other little siblings to be living with my grandma
I would have told you guys about it on Skype but I don't have my laptop since I was rushed out of church, and have yet to go back to my house to pick up my stuff
But. yeah. I don't know when this all will be over, I just wanted to let you guys know, so it's not like "Oh, I'm just going to stop posting things on here because I am mean, bwahaha." 
I wouldn't do that in the first place, but.. yeah
Just kinda proves a point

Anyway
All I can say is that you two are probably the awesomest people that I know, and when I can update you on what's going on I will
I promise
But for now
Good-bye

♪ ─── thank you ─── ♪

Hai-hai, my wonderful friends~!!! Mika is in a very good mood!! *^O^* (1) I ate some yummy food (aka nutella and crackers). (2) I found my wig and got to have long hair for a day. (3) It seems I haven't lost ALL my friends at school. These three girls and one guy have been making me quite happy at school lately. We aren't close, close friends, but we are more than just classmates. They invite me to eat at their lunch table, although since I feel awkward, I always kind of slip away to the media center. They sit with the group that I used to be friends with, so it makes me a little uncomfortable... eheh~ Also, it seems that I have developed a strange aversion to crowds. It was never this bad, like I don't like being in overly crowded places where I can't move, but lately, I just don't want to be around a large group of people (more than 20+). I can't be in the MPR during lunch because there are so many people. It makes me uneasy...weird, huh? Maybe a side effect of my temporary hatred towards humanity? I don't know, but its strange. Hopefully, I can re-adjust myself. But yes, I have found four people that make me feel ...welcome(?) is that the right word? Actually, one of them called me today and asked if I was okay and if I wanted to hang out. I was really happy~ She was like "You know what, those girls don't care about you, so why should you care about them? It's a waste of your time thinking and worrying about what they think, when they obviously don't care what you think." And just the day before, another girl that has been nice to me asked me if I'm okay and invited me for a night out at a teen club the day after SAT exams to de-stress. I think it's the little things that count the most. The fact that they asked if I was okay and stuff and made sure I felt like I wasn't alone. And then I realized, that I always just took you guys, Miki and Miku, for granted. I keep thinking "oh, you guys will always be there and I don't have to worry," and I've never been REALLY,  TRULY thankful that you guys are my friends. So I want to say Thank You. Thank you for putting up with me all these years. Thank you for accepting me and all my flaws and selfishness and weirdness. Thank you for supporting me in no matter what I do. Thank you for making me happy to be alive. And most of all, thank you for giving me the chance to be your friend.


"True friendship multiplies the good in life and divides its evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on a desert island... to find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune; to keep him is a blessing."
I must be really blessed because I don't have just one, but two real friends.
☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

Thursday, September 6, 2012

♥ ─── first day of school ──── ♥

aren't i so spiffy looking?
i would totally date me~ *^O^*
Hai-hai guys~!! So today was my first day of school...and it was kind of bad. I had to see people I didn't really want to see and it was especially bad because they were acting really fake towards me and one even shoved my arm in the hallway, which would be alright with me normally since we have crowded hallways, but she did it on purpose. Le sigh~ it's gonna be a tough year, but I think I'll be okay... Some people made some bad remarks on my hair and stuff, but I just kind of brushed it off. I spent my lunch break just kind of wandering around the school and sitting in my locker bank listening to my iPod. I must seem like a total loser to everybody. But it's better than feeling left out at my usual lunch table with people that don't like me anymore. I tried to integrate myself back in, but they kind of shoved me out... I wonder if I'll be alone during lunch for the entire year...that would suck so bad. The same girls also made some snide comments about my appearance, I think. They were looking at me and whispering and make weird faces and laughing, so I assume they were making fun of me...eheh~ ^^;;  Oh, but there's this one girl who's in all my morning classes and she's really nice and we get along. At least I'll have someone to work with during classes. Oh. she also watches Korean and Japanese dramas, and she was like "OMG, you look like Jae Hee from To the Beautiful You!!!~~!! *fangirl scream*" Hahaha~ My teachers said they like my hair :3 although, I can tell if they really mean or if they're just being polite. The sophomores, formally freshmen, are as annoying and invasive as ever. They seem to think they're hot shit and own the whole friggin place. I really don't like underclassmen. So rude and annoying. They clog the hallways like cholesterol in an artery bahh. Oh, my school had some changes over the summer~ we get less homework now and one of our science labs is being turned into a tissue culture lab for us to work in during science competition time. I have classes with some people that I don't really like as well. Whatever shall become of poor me. Well, it's not like I can care, right? It's as loud as ever in the lunch room, oh did I mention that I'm writing this post on my iPod at school during lunch. Yes, I am sitting on my bum tapping away, however, I'll probably finish this post when I get home. I also took some pictures of my school to show you guys. I really do like my school, but I guess I'm not really compatible with the people in it. Le sigh~

So, I am back at home. I took quite a long nap and stuff as soon as I got home. My bussing is all messed up so my mom is just going to pick me up from school most days if possible as well as drop off in the morning. Which is fine by me since I don't really feel like I fit in on the bus. Like, the other people on my bus have been together on the same bus since freshmen year, but I keep getting moved around, so whenever they mention their inside jokes and everything, I don't really understand. And after November, I'll have my license, so I'll just drive to school. But my parents are here to support 100% and push me, although sometimes they push a little too hard. I'm going to work really hard this year and give everything 200% of me. Let's all work hard this year~!!
my beautiful nerdy school~
middle row, first picture: that lab is being turned into a tissue culture lab~!!
NERDINESS TO THE EXTREME~ XD
My locker number is 123~!! Isn't that so funny?
And the first thing I thought of was...."one., two, three musketeers"

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

First Day Of School.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Good afternoon everyone~ (=v=)/ Today was a decent day, but what is wrong with this weather (-___-") humid weathers are horrible, it was pretty much impossible to get my light hoodie on today (>3<) It's the whole "putting on jeans after applying lotion" thing all over again \(x_x) Anyways at school I actually know more people in my classes than I thought I would :D except for first and second period :/ there's a lot of people that I know but we're not really friends or close ehhh...second period is a bit better though cause a friend is switching into that class so I won't be alone especially when it comes to projects (o_o) but gaaah another journal and participation class Dx Nuuuuu~ I don't like sharing personal stuff with people I barely know...for all there is, they can care less too chuuu~ (=3=) Also found out that I have class with this classmate (...maybe friend) for 3 periods straight that I'm just like "you again?" in my mind...but the awkward thing is that I use to have a crush on him so I'm just like (`-`) le poker face~ That aside homework on the first day yay~ (x_x) life with physics honors woot~ (=A=) Oh so when I changed my schedule to get out of AP English, I also lost my "Computer Art" elective :( out of the elective available during that period I picked "Ceramics and Crafts" which I think will be a decent class, at least I'll have my two art classes required to get into our school's "National Art Honors Society" :D All my classes are either upstairs or pretty close to my locker so that's all good, except for the road from "Ceramics and Crafts" to my math class Dx must cross the intersection and it has a hell lot of traffic with the shoving and pushing, pulling, running into people in all directions (Q_Q) It's chaos there especially when the sophomores are new to our main building so they crash everywhere...you know the bunch of trouble makers who messed up the midterms last year (=~=) First year with an AP class (Psychology) I'm kind of scared (>_<) For now all my more enjoyable classes seem to be splat in the middle of the day...no class particular that I really like is the sad part :/ Later in the day I went to tennis practice from 2:30 to 5 sweating buckets again \(*O*)...and that's the end of my boring first day :') Oh and I got bit again by bugs, one between my thumb and pointer finger just where the grip is on my left hand and another one directly on my right pointer finger (TT___TT) Stupid bugs how am I suppose to write now :'( Ah! Almost forgot, Miki has her first JV Tennis match tomorrow, wish me luck that I don't lose that bad :'D

Miki taking a picture of her outfit on the first day of school :)
The outfit is a bit plain, but too bad... by the way if you couldn't tell, I'm wearing a skirt (o_<)
To the right is the view I saw as I left my aunt's house tonight (*O*)/ Pretty shades of blue heheh~


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

~*~ Ok.... I-I don't even... ~*~

Guys
I have a confession to make
...
....
.....
I think I have a slight obsession
Don't laugh
I will find you
And murder you

Ok, not murder
'cause I would cry without you

Anywhizzles

My confession
...

I like One Direction

; A ;

My mom pointed it out today

I was just saying how Niall Horan (the irish one) was so adorable and irish

And she said "I think you have an obsession that you don't lead on about"

And I was like "°□°"


So.. it is settled
I thought I would tell you guys this
And only you guys this

I have an obsession with them


Especially Niall
And Loui
...
Help
; A ;

But, really, how can you not find this adorable

; u ;
Ok
I'm done

P.S. I am sooo sorry for not posting in, like, forever

I shall try and keep up
><;;

Birthday Pictures.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Hai Hai Everyone! \(^-^)/ First off, I apologize for my laziness o(=A=)o Miki has been posting stuff on this blog days after the actual event and as a warning this will be happening even more often during this school year...sorry (>_<) Um um...Oh yeah so last Thursday I went to a friend's Sweet 16 :D We took a party bus to Chinatown in NY and ate at a Korean restaurant there xD The workers weren't actually Korean though, they were Chinese and one waiter was talking to me and my friend in Cantonese (o_O) anyways the food there were very yummy~ nomnomnom x3 After eating we went to Times Square with only maybe 30 minutes to look around before the party bus comes to pick us up again, most people voted to go to Forever 21 but Miki wanted to go to the Disney Store (>///<) I'm sorry for being such a child but dude it's Mickey Mouse! I didn't mind going to Forever 21 though, cause hey back to school shopping, why not right? Sadly, we went in and were told we only have like 5 minutes before heading back...Gaaah~ The place had four floors!!! (x_x) after a combination of speed walking and speed browsing, we went back with nothing :( and waited another 10 minutes for the bus to return (-___-) Oh also this is the first time for Miki to go to Times Square so I was really excited (>3<) Strange isn't it? I live so close yet I've never been there before :/ My family only takes me to Chinatown whenever we go to NY (=A=) ...So here are some of the many pictures I took that day...please ignore the random things that I take xP The lights were so pretty heheh~ (^-^)/

Birthday Girl in the middle :D
As I eat my seafood pancake nomnomnom x3
Reflection of the food off the ceiling :P
Don't be tricked by the many plates, they were all side dishes xD
Hunger Games~! \(*O*)/
Miki was suppose to be pointing at Mickey Mouse,
but obviously that failed o(>3<)o
Next up is my cousin's Birthday ~YAY~ well technically she is not my blood related cousin, but I just call her that because her mom is a really close family friend whose been there since I was a baby :P Her birthday was yesterday :) As you can see from the picture, all my little cousins are pretty young...elementary school children only :/ Augh~ Miki wants a relative her age too (TT___TT)

Strawberries <3
The one all the way to the right with the pink dress :)
Too many cameras! Don't know where to look \(>O<)
Last but not least, I finally transferred some pictures to my computer, so here's a picture from my Sweet 16 :D Nothign big, just some closer friends celebrating with me :) and yush this year I decided to invite all Asians o(>v<)o jk jk~ It wasn't intentional, Miki just happen to be closer to this group of people, cause she see them everyday whether it's in or after school x3 Aaah~ I wish you two could've been there with me :'(


☆ ─── haircut, again ──── ☆

Hai-hai~!! So Mika got her hair cut...again, as I mentioned in a previous post. Just to explain, I am still planning on growing my hair out, although, it will take much much longer now that I have cut it so short. I happen to love my hair right now though. I think it's adorable~! Although, it does make me look like a little boy... but still~ And I love my mother for putting up with my demands and tantrums and complying to my wishes for her to cut my hair. And she did such a darn good job. Anyways, the reasons for me wanting to cut my hair were the facts that it was damaged beyond repair and the fact that my baby cousin ripped most of the bottom half of my hair into shreds. When I had gotten my trim in the beginning of August, I thought that just a trim would suffice and that I would be able to repair most of the damage from bleach and heat products with deep conditioners and hair masks. However, that was not the case. I had a bajillion split ends and my hair would get all tangled and it was just ridiculous. And then, a couple days ago, we had dinner at my aunt's house and my baby cousin wanted to play with my hair, so I let her. The result was disgusting, straw-like hair with broken ends. It did not feel pleasant whatsoever. So I was just like "fuck this shit, let's just chop it all off." So I did. And I am very pleased. My head feels so light, and it takes me like 5 minutes maximum to wash my hair. So convenient. Of course, this doesn't mean I won't grow my hair out. I still will. I'm just saying right now that this is comfortable....but I still want my long hair ^^ But now, my hair can grow healthily and strong and soft because ALL of the bleached and stringy and straw-like parts have been cut off. And I thank my mother very much. She is a saint. She didn't even get angry or exasperated or anything, she just was like" le sigh~ okay, just let me go buy some hair cutting scissors." She went out, bought them, and cut my hair for me. I love my mom. I would not give her up for anything else in the world~ *^O^* Tell me what you guys think of my new haircut eheh~

Monday, September 3, 2012

◇ ─── dr. seuss ──── ◇

I think Dr. Seuss has a magical way with words.
I realize this after I've watched the Lorax three times.
That  movie makes me cry every time~ ;A;

Today you are you.
That is truer than true.
There is no one alive,
that is you-er than you.

We are all a little weird,
 and life’s a little weird, 
and when we find someone 
whose weirdness is compatible with ours, 
we join up with them 
and fall in mutual weirdness 
and call it love.

Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot,
Nothing is going to get better. 
It's not.

Think and wonder, wonder and think.

You’ll miss the best things if you keep your eyes shut.

You're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting,
So... get on your way!

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. 
Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living.

A person's a person, no matter how small.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

♪ ─── moving in ─── ♪

Hai-hai guys~!! This is going to be a very short post, i think.
I don't have much time to write today. Q-Q
So yesterday, my family and I helped my sister move in to her dorm.
SO TIRING~ It was FACKING HOT too!!!! ugh~
Anyways, we moved her stuff in and met her roommate and all~
Her roommate seems like a nice girl. 
Her room however is DISGUSTING. I do not want to dorm anymore.
Or at least not on her campus. SO GROSS. Everything is sticky!!
AND THERE ARE ASBESTOS IN THE CEILING. 
health concern...google it.
But yea....hmm what else?
I missed three days of studying so I feel very uneasy...isn't that weird?
I'm like having "study separation anxiety"
I've been busy helping my sister shop for her dorm and helping her move it all in and everything.
But I'm getting back on track for studying today, so I'mma study my ass off all day. I really need to focus.
I'm such a simple-minded and dense person, that I might as well be a single-celled organism.
I get distracted so easily by the smallest thing Q-Q
But I'm trying my hardest~
Let's what else.....
OH! I'm getting my hair cut again. Except this time it'll be super super short ^O^;
I'll explain in another post next time after I get it cut~
That's all for now

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Oppa Gangnam Style.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Mwhahaha xD I was dying after seeing this :'D


It seems like Oppa Gangnam Style has gone to the anime world as well~ Huhu x3 This song is probably the most randomest kpop MV I have ever seen, but I must admit the song is catchy o(>3<)o Pretty sure you guys saw it already...still for anyone who hasn't, here's a link :)