International Night.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Nihao \(>_6) First off, Battle of the Classes on Thursday was pretty good...we got to miss period 11 and 12... The game was pretty intense as usual like every year, and as expected the Seniors won (>_o)/ Yeah it's pretty obvious at this point that Seniors must win cause if not, well idk :/ They showed our school's lip-dub too, and it was decent, could've been better if more people showed up for it on Sunday :P At night during "Knight of the Champions" they finished the games, it was also a lock-in so you weren't allowed to leave until 9p.m. at night (o_o") I was about to go, but then eh...most of my friends that going were Seniors and idk i just wasn't sure about going...probably should've just to experience it once before high school is over, maybe I'll go next year? :3 Physics test on Friday was a total bomb...like worse than usual, with the other tests I know at least where to get start, but for this one um, let's say even our smartest child Kendra told the teacher not to expect anything \(>_<) As bad as it sounds, I honestly feel like it's "the more you suffer together, the closer you get together"

Now finally getting to the main point, yesterday was "International Night" and the PTA organized it for Grissom Elementary School mwha~ Miki went to teach the little children along with some other Chinese Honor Society members :) our CHS President finally decided to show up too, he originally wasn't planning on going, but our Chinese teacher kept pushing him and you know (-___-")/ whatever he came and did something so good enough (=w=) We ate and talked after that, and Miki decided to explore the school again cause you know it's been a long time, like what six years since I've last step foot in that school xP I took some pictures to show you guys too \(^_^) It's a lot smaller than I remember, and yeah we were a lot smaller then too, but it's just like wow (o_O) Not much actually changed except there's more paintings on the walls, and they repainted the outside too, and yeah :3 Enjoy the pictures :)

Asian Pacific Club Performance.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨

Nihao Everyone~! This is a bit late as usual...ahaha (>_6)/ The Asian Pacific Club Show was two weeks ago on Wednesday April 10th, and it was great :) We practiced all those days just for it, and yeah we had some problems here and there but oh well, sorry guys \(^_^") I had to miss a whole week and a half of track, because we had to stay after for consecutive practices and rehearsals, but I had a lot of fun those day (^-^) Probably made some mistakes during the show, but surprisingly this year I could care less...last year and freshman year I was nervous as hell, but maybe it was because I was only in one act...this year even if I messed up I can still redeem myself you know? That plus there were a lot of people in kpop, so honestly people won't even remember who is who xP There weren't as many people that came this year compared to last year, which was most likely due to the fact that this year it was on a Wednesday...splat right in the middle of the week, way to go~ Le sigh* And yes Mika like you said, there weren't as many cute guys xP

Kpop Group Picture \(>v<)/ (Missing A Few Though)

Twin Day~

The following Sunday Miki went to play tennis with some friends~ Won my match against a friend while playing singles woot~! We were also talking about Kpop and the Fan/Ribbon performance for next year...definitely getting stuff started right after the AP exams or maybe after the finals \(>_<) I have to get Exo's dance for "History" down and perfected! ...At least I'm hoping to do so this summer x3 Mika you should join me and we should learn together :D That and we have to pick a few Chinese or Japanese songs for the Fan/Ribbon traditional dance (^_^) Please feel free to send in some recommendations :) ...Our "offiicial" name has been the "Porcelain Dolls" since my Freshman year when we first started it, because the song we danced to was "Blue and White Porcelain" by Jay Chou xP Now we just have to keep up this act for the years to come :3 Really excited for next year~ Gonna get my college applications done, gonna start fresh for the new school year, gonna work my butt off for the APC show, gonna run winter track, but probably not spring :') ...will be missing my fellow track buddies, but it's senior year for crying you loud you know xD

Now back to the present time, tomorrow is "Battle Of The Classes" and I will be helping out with face painting along with the rest of the Art Honor Society members :) Watch me scribble and mess up on everyone's faces huhu~ just kidding that would be too mean :3 This week has been a little off track since half the people are gone for the AP mock exams, BOTC practices, etc. so classes weren't really classes epsecially Physics...even though we have another test this Friday :'(

Posing next to the "Sleeping Beauty"
My friend fell asleep during Physics xD



i can't deal with this

UGH! I JUST NEED TO RANT! I can't deal with my parents anymore! It's so ridiculous. Like I know they're just trying to push me because they feel like I'm not using my full potential, but it's just not going to happen. I know my limits and what I'm doing now is all that I can do! If I tried any more I think I might break down and just never be able to recover. I mean, this week has been hard enough already with all the stupid tests and quizzes! Like yesterday was my math final and I totally failed that because I literally left half of the test blank (I'm not even exaggerating, I'm being totally serious). I had no idea what the FUCK was going on!!! The test was nothing like the practice that the teacher gave us and UGHHHH!!!!! AND ITS OUR FINAL TOO!!!! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?! And then I also had a biology test yesterday right after the math final. Totally bombed that too because I was too overwhelmed after that math final. And then today I had an anatomy test....AND IT WAS SO MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE!!! Are you kidding me? Like it's the end of the marking period and this is when all the teachers decide to give out the fucking impossibly hard tests...what the fuck. And then there was a pop quiz in chemistry and, mind you not, we have not learned ANYTHING in chemistry because she gave us the entire period for the last two classes to work on a lab report...LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT US TO REMEMBER FROM LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO?!! I can't deal with this. Anyways, back to the whole deal with my parents. So I tell them I am a National Merit Scholarship Nominee and they go "Oh, you should've done better. If you had studied more like we told you to, you might have been  a finalist." = - = I'm going to punch them. And then they're like "you should study more, and do more extracurriculars, and take more SAT subject tests, and maybe you should take the SAT again since your score sucks, or maybe you could take the ACT, you might not suck in that. Oh but you'll have to study of course." WHERE THE FUCK AM I GOING TO FIND TIME FOR ALL THAT?! My parents are so fucking greedy and they just can't be happy with how I'm doing right now because they want more out of me.

♥ ─── updates ──── ♥

Hai-hai, my wonderful wildflowers~!! It's been so long since I made my last post...actually. It's been a while since any of us have made a post. We should get back on track!! >O< So let me just update you guys on what's going on with my life. (1) My internship is going well. I really enjoy interning at UMDNJ! All the grad students are nice, and the professor is nice, and I'm learning a lot of new things. But all good things must come to an end, so since this internship ends in June, I have another interview today for another internship. So tired~ (2) PROM~!!!! Yes, yes. Prom is coming up. Mine is on May 17th and it's at the Branches in West Long Branch, NJ. I had originally planned on not going to prom, but circumstances came about, and I will be attending prom. I didn't really want to go, but my friends all said they were going and I was thinking about it and I didn't want to regret not going, so I just decided to go. And  YES, I do have a prom date. He's a sophomore from my school. We're close friends, so we're just going as friends, nothing more. He has a girlfriend, anyways. I had originally asked a guy that I'm close with, but he's in college and finals are the week of prom for him, so he couldn't make it. Then the second guy was a guy from my home high school, Manalapan. I asked him to prom, and he said yes, but it turns out that he is going on vacation with his family that week, so he cancelled on me as well. Finally, I asked the sophomore from my school, and although he has a girlfriend, he said yes. So all is well. *^O^* I will post the details of my dress and date and pictures and such in the coming weeks. (3) I apologize if I haven't been communicating with you guys lately. I've been really pissy and cranky all month. Why? I have no clue. I suspect it is because my period is late, and I just got it two days ago so now I'm even more moody. I'll try not to take out my frustrations on you guys. (4) Speaking of frustrations, school the biggest frustration of all. Along with SAT IIs. UGH. I can't even deal with all this shit. I have a biology test and a math final tomorrow. And then I have an anatomy test on Wednesday, and then I have a math paper due on Thursday, and all the while, I have to prepare for SAT IIs in Math Level 2 and Biology. I'm so screwed, it's not even funny. I can't deal with all this stress and it's really taking a toll on me. And then I had planned on studying for my math final this weekend, but on Friday, this idiot took my textbook to use as a prop for the projector...AND THEN HE FORGOT THAT HE LEFT IT THERE! WHAT THE FUCK?!!!! So I was literally near tears on Friday frantically searching for my textbook, and I could not for the life of me find it. I went home really anxious and stressed and it was not fun. Fucking idiot. I wanted to rant with you guys about it, but you guys were busy or not online, so I couldn't ;A;  (5) Miki, your APC show was really fun and amazing! A lot of the singers kind of sucked (sorry >.<) but the dances were so awesome~! ..and with that, that brings us up to date. Write you guys next time~!