☆ ─── last day of SAT class ──── ☆

Hai-hai, my fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows~!!

Today was Mika's last day at her SAT class :3 It was a wonderful class.

I never really talked much or associated too much with the people in my class, but it seems as though I am a very likeable person. One girl was like "You're so quiet, but the little things you say are so hilarious!" And one of the girls came up to me and hugged me and said she was going to miss me and good luck on the SAT.

It was all very heartwarming ^O^ 

As for the SAT, I am super duper nervous. My heart has been pounding non-stop ever since this week started. There's also been a lot of drama at school going on with my friends. I'll write another blogpost on that another time. But for now, let's talk SAT. I really want to do well. >O< My dad told me that after I take the SAT, he and I were going to go get our cell-phone contract renewed and that if I wanted one, he would get me a smartphone (aka android or iPhone). I'm so excited, but at the same time, it puts a lot of pressure on me to do well, because I don't want him to reward me for nothing. I want to get a score that he'll be proud of. And I want to be able to say that I earned and deserved the phone. He's been so nice lately, even though I keep bitching at him about how stressed I am and that he's bothering me. I feel really ashamed of my behavior. Also, my friend, Joyce, has been attempting to bring joy into my life ^O^ eheh~ she's so much fun~! I video-chat with her every night on ooVoo to talk about school, my stress, SAT, etc. Whatever I need to talk about at the moment. I wish I could easily access you guys so I could talk to you too, but it's really hard for us to communicate because we're all so busy and since we don't see each other often, it's hard to tell when we're available. 

But, I am working hard towards my goal and I'm slowly stepping up my SAT scores~! Today I officially made it to a 2200~!! I'm so happy, but more than happy, I'm scared and nervous. I feel like it's a fluke and that the practice test I took was just overall easy and that the real SAT is going to super hard. I really want to get a 2250 on my SAT, AT LEAST a 2250. My ideal score would be over 2300, but I'm trying to be realistic and slowly make my way to my goals rather than tackling it all at once and failing. If I don't get a 2250 or around a 2250, I'll probably retake another SAT class during November and take the SAT again in Decemeber. Which means no fun for me, which means NO BIG BANG CONCERT AND NO PARTYING AND NO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Q____Q WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE PRESSURED TO DO WELL! WHICH IN TURN MAKES ME MORE STRESSED!!!! 

le sigh~

Wish me luck and send me good vibes on Saturday~!!! I hope I do well. If I don't, well...I'll cry... a lot.

Ugh, and what's worse is that scores will come out October 25th which is like at the end of the month!!! UGHHHHH!!!! THAT MEANS I HAVE TO PAINSTAKINGLY WAIT FOR MY SCORE! WHICH IS DEFINITELY GOING TO MAKE ME PANIC AND HAVE A MILLION ULCERS.

...calm down, Mika, calm down. This kitsune is having a panic attack. QUICK! SAVE HER!

But in other news, the next time I'll write a blog post will probably be Saturday, and then on October 25th when I get my scores. I haven't been able to write a lot due to a copious (SAT word) amount of work and projects and tests and quizzes given at school. Actually, I've been concentrating on the SAT so much that I didn't get a chance to study for my math quiz, and I got a 69....yes Mika is an idiot. Baka-desu~ However, I recently took another math quiz, and I think I did pretty well. I'll update you on that on Saturday as well. For now, please give me strength to get through this week until Sunday. Thanks very much~!