♥ ─── SAT test day ──── ♥

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Hai-hai~!!! So today was finally the fateful day of SAT....yea, it was pretty....bad. I don't think I did well, and don't try to convince me otherwise. I woke up feeling really shitty, and then I got really terrible stomach pains. I couldn't even concentrate on my SAT...the words were just swimming in front of my eyes. It was that bad Q-Q I had to hold in some...stuff... FOR FIVE HOURS!!!! It was pure torture. Yea, I definitely did NOT do well on my SAT this month. This sucks so much. I really wanted to do well, but it looks like I'm going to have to retake it again. Ugh, and now the waiting begins for the test score... le sigh~ this is pure torture. I really hope I did well. I'm PRAYING I did well. I will pray every night that I did well. I really REALLY don't want to have to take it again. It would suck so much if I did and also, I don't want to disappoint my family and all my friends were encouraging me and reassuring me that I would do well and I don't want to let anyone down by missing their expectations. Ugh, October 25th....it seems so far away. I really want my test score back right now. Anyways, I hope I met my goal of at least 2200. Otherwise, I'll be extremely disappointed in myself because that was the goal for October. And I really don't want to have to take this stupid SAT test again. I'll cry, really cry. But, might as well start preparing again because I definitely did not meet my goal. I don't have the confidence to say that I might have met my goal. I think I failed. But you know what? If at first you don't succeed, try and try again. So if I didn't do well this time around, I'll just take another SAT class in January and February and retake the test in March. And I will be sure that I am prepared for that test. Ideally, I want to take a class in November and retake it in December and get it over with, but November is a really busy month for me. Maybe I'll take it in February...that might not be so bad I guess...Yea, I have no confidence to say that I did well. Because I literally did not bother thinking the questions through thoroughly because my stomach was hurting so badly. I just looked at the answer choices, picked a random one that looked pretty good and moved on without thinking twice. I just wanted to get it over with. So, I definitely did not do well as I would expect. I guess I should've studied more too instead of dilly-dallying and procrastinating and wasting away time by reading manga and watching dramas...that was bad on my part, but still. I needed to relieve my stress from studying....minimally.....somehow. I want to have fun too y'know? If I get a 1450+ for my reading and math composite, I don't think I'm going to bother taking the test again...maybe... it depends on what my writing score is. If it's a a writing score higher than a 720, I'm not going to bother taking the test again. Ideally, I would like my scores to be (CR: 710-720 M: 730-750 W: 720-750). I mean, I know my limits, and I know that I definitely cannot get a perfect score, but it'd be nice to have a high 2200+ score....I guess I need to try harder. Pray that I get a ridiculously good score on this test and if I don't then wish me luck for the next time. Q-Q