Wednesday, September 19, 2012

◇ ─── slowly, but surely ──── ◇

Hai-hai, my wonderful comrades~!! It has been quite some time since I last posted on our blog! But I have not abandoned the blog, nosirree~!! I've been religiously checking it everyday to see if you guys have written anything of updated something ^O^ Anyways, since school has started, I've super duper busy! Especially with all the quizzes and tests and projects on top of all the homework! Sometimes I think I won't be able to handle all of this, but in the end I usually get through it somehow. Actually, I sometimes skip SAT practice on most days because I can't find the time for it. Which is BAD, very BAD. By not studying for that extra time, I might be losing points when I could be gaining points. Its really hard to get back on track once you've fallen off of it. Le sigh~ It's tiring, but I'm working hard. I've been writing notes diligently and getting everything done ahead of time so I can rest easy and not rush. No procrastination for Mika this year!!!~ OH! I recently learned that I am eligible for National Honor Society, and since I have all the requirements, I decided to go for it! All I need to do is get teacher recommendations, which shouldn't be too hard. Most of my teacher like me...or so I think. Anyways, I feel like although this year is going to have its ups and downs, and I will definitely get tired and frustrated and maybe depressed, but I feel like this year is going to a good year :3 I'm striving to work hard to achieve all of my goals for the future. And I think today was a milestone in my journey towards greatness. I almost nearly cried actually. I finally broke 2100 on my SAT~!!!! I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but to me it is. Especially since I haven't been able to break 2100 for a couple weeks now. And finally, I got a score of 2170!! You don't even know how ecstatic I am!! *^O^* It made me finally realize, after all that time doubting myself, "I can do it. My work is finally paying off. All those dreadful hours studying, all those hours crying about how I feel so pressured and I can't do it, and I'm only human, all of that was needless. If I put my mind to it, I can do whatever I want." It was quite the epic feeling!~ eheh~! I know I sound really cheesy and sappy, but this is exactly how I felt. And thank you to you guys, Miki and Miku, for supporting me and telling me I can do this, and getting me back on track when I was distracted by beautiful, beautiful....beautiful kpop stars and korean dramas. Ahahaha~!! Anyways, I wanted to say, I will do my best to keep moving forward this year and be the best I can!~ I also wanted to inspire and motivate you guys as well! I wanted to cheer you guys on in whatever your future endeavors may be and offer you my unconditional love and help along the way (o u o)
"Nothing is impossible; even the word says "I'm possible~"

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