♪ ─── thank you ─── ♪

Hai-hai, my wonderful friends~!!! Mika is in a very good mood!! *^O^* (1) I ate some yummy food (aka nutella and crackers). (2) I found my wig and got to have long hair for a day. (3) It seems I haven't lost ALL my friends at school. These three girls and one guy have been making me quite happy at school lately. We aren't close, close friends, but we are more than just classmates. They invite me to eat at their lunch table, although since I feel awkward, I always kind of slip away to the media center. They sit with the group that I used to be friends with, so it makes me a little uncomfortable... eheh~ Also, it seems that I have developed a strange aversion to crowds. It was never this bad, like I don't like being in overly crowded places where I can't move, but lately, I just don't want to be around a large group of people (more than 20+). I can't be in the MPR during lunch because there are so many people. It makes me uneasy...weird, huh? Maybe a side effect of my temporary hatred towards humanity? I don't know, but its strange. Hopefully, I can re-adjust myself. But yes, I have found four people that make me feel ...welcome(?) is that the right word? Actually, one of them called me today and asked if I was okay and if I wanted to hang out. I was really happy~ She was like "You know what, those girls don't care about you, so why should you care about them? It's a waste of your time thinking and worrying about what they think, when they obviously don't care what you think." And just the day before, another girl that has been nice to me asked me if I'm okay and invited me for a night out at a teen club the day after SAT exams to de-stress. I think it's the little things that count the most. The fact that they asked if I was okay and stuff and made sure I felt like I wasn't alone. And then I realized, that I always just took you guys, Miki and Miku, for granted. I keep thinking "oh, you guys will always be there and I don't have to worry," and I've never been REALLY,  TRULY thankful that you guys are my friends. So I want to say Thank You. Thank you for putting up with me all these years. Thank you for accepting me and all my flaws and selfishness and weirdness. Thank you for supporting me in no matter what I do. Thank you for making me happy to be alive. And most of all, thank you for giving me the chance to be your friend.


"True friendship multiplies the good in life and divides its evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on a desert island... to find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune; to keep him is a blessing."

I must be really blessed because I don't have just one, but two real friends.

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